Obsession Dynamics

Lighthouse

2010-11-29T22:12:00.001-08:00

"What kind of a guy takes a job keeping a lighthouse?"

Working Man

2008-02-29T21:18:00.000-08:00

Scoop out portions of my stomach

My head melts into poisonous rains,

Throwing my hands in the dark

to catch the last bit of my remains.

In the run, out in the wild

its a new and happy forgetfulness.

This is the moment, this is your chance

shout, cry, sing and dance.

A picture, smell or a song will ignite

lost days of youthful fright

Count, list, work and smile

for life will start again and will last a while

Toys

2006-09-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

Same moon back home darkness burries deep
A hundred toys to loose one toy to keep

Time

2005-12-23T01:54:00.000-08:00

wonder if things break, in the time they are weak
wonder if you pass that moment, will it all be lost
somewhere dark and deep ?

Pretend you never existed before today
days, shame, the longing you will hide

you look back never to look back again
since now you got to the other side

an aeon of struggle, belief and pain
but from the other side, it all seems in vain.

Self Love

2005-11-24T23:35:00.000-08:00

So many stories floating in air
days are lost but nights are clear

do you love what you do ?
take every opportunity that comes to you
friends are getting lost and world is getting bigger
so when do you think you will be almost there

I would love to think its all infinite
do the things never been done before
I will probably discover something someday
but lets for a moment think of today

all that is ego and it doesn't matter
beans will spill and mirrors will shatter
you are almost always right
but, one thing baby, you always miscue
I love myself but I love you

55 words

2005-10-19T18:59:00.000-07:00

He didn't notice the colors of fall
he never looked up when he walked
her words spilled, over his thoughts
numb from the cold, numb from her laughs

Said she missed him,
woke him up when it got dark
street light hurts and the cold wind tears
just like she said, the summer ends here

Rumba

2005-08-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

S: For a moment I thot she looked at me. While dancing on the stage she found me in that huge crowd. Happy illusion..
...but lets keep it my way.

H: ....and the screaching sound of metal guitar was driving me mad. So mad that I wanted to close my eyes and swing
my head. I wish I was there alone.

S: You said it as if you were in the middle of a story. I don't understand you too well..wish I did. Anyways, did you
notice that each muscle on her legs and arms twisted like they had a mind of their own. They created their own music.
She was not herself then. She tranformed into this bundle of movements. I don't remember any theme in that dance. It
was random sequence of shapes reminiscent of nothing.

H: ....Sometimes it doesn't have an origin. Never ends itself. Just dissapears. but still is beautiful. Things can be
that way I guess. We just don't acknowledge something we are unable to relate to what we have already seen. I think I
should give up the guilt of not being able to define a pattern in things I like.

On the way

2005-08-03T03:16:00.000-07:00

My thoughts echo in this wilderness
as the sun rustles down
oh, what a journey it would have been
I should have taken him along

Nothing changes,
not much happens, on these roads
there will be no village at the end,
where I will make my home

Wait a minute, the sound is changing
is there someone again! walking by
this day I will travel with him
I am brave enough,
prepared enough, to laugh and cry

And when he leaves, we will keep the stare
till someone gives up and turns away
I saw this coming, but can't help the regrets
oh but, what a journey it had been, this day, today

Now again when I am alone
no form ,no thought, nothing is left of you
not even a desire, just a hollow longing
somewhere ahead we will meet and part again
its a long winding road and me & you

Undo You

2005-07-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

go back, rewind, unwatch you
unfeel, untalk, undo you

you will only smile and wink
its more complicated than you think

beginning, hello, extend your hand
fate of a story is its end

Foreigner

2005-07-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

Lets take it to the end
where I have heard it will all start,
A body trapped in a foreign land
a soul ripped apart

There is a ghost which lives outside my window
walks in the kitchen when I pretend to be asleep,
Have left behind the smiling faces in the picture
moving scenes, blurred images
too hard to catch, too hard to keep

Had it been my home I would have spoken it that way,
had it been my home somebody would have loved me that way
Fireflies threaten to burn my house down,
for I am not like them, not their own

Stay

2005-06-30T19:59:00.000-07:00

born twice every single day
once when I wake up, once when you ask me to stay
like the first summer day that never dies
like an incorrigible imp that cries and lies
last thing on my mind if its fair or sneaky
just so that you know I won't give up that easy

In touch

2005-06-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

Faces moving in and out of darkness,
Not all days are same,
Not everybody lives in my world,
ah, my friend, we will keep in touch.

Batman Begins

2005-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

"Why do we fall?" "So that life can teach us to rise"

"Its not what we are deep inside but what we do, defines us."

"You still haven't given up on me ?" , "Never..."

"You are afraid of what you don't understand"

"To fight fear, become one"

The Batman has Begun, Have you? :)

Obsession

2005-06-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

your sugar red lips wet with wine
your wide suspicious eyes with a fake shine

you changing with the cloths you wear
you changing with the sounds you hear
you changing with the color of my hair

I am obsessed and I am unheard
you use me as a part of your dreamworld

Last Few Pages

2005-05-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

I will add "yes" to the end
of every sentence
just so that you know
that I never meant "No"
Talk about the water flowing under the bridge
making mistakes and us getting old

I would delay reading the last few pages
so that the story never ends
and the characters never go
but to what purpose
Its about time to throw the stone
and bring down the hawk
for it should not be allowed to soar